I just wanted answers........not hard is it..........in oblivion there isn't much.....no happiness.....no pain......I exist....and so does a......................
.............concept of truth
Sorry you caught me late in the contagious life I have been living for the past couple of weeks. Its rude of me not to introduce myself, so deal with it, names were important when I was,..um,…nevermind. Sorry that you came in at this moment but it makes a great story for those waiting...
August 19th------ It wrote in my journal as the greatest day lived. Too bad my journal is the back of my hand, and the greatest day was short remembered. I walked into the coffee shop only to meet HER, the person I hate more than that black spot on the piece of fruit entering your mouth without a single thought.
Smiling at me was something she did without remorse, knowing how it dug into my skin. Kolie, yea that was her name, the seed of the devil, only thing missing on that day was her hot breath on my neck like so many nights before. Kolie "Auxi" Verianna, the core of this little adventure, her name stings ever time I hear it. They called her Auxi only because she wanted them to, damn her and that place.
Enough of that though,...the coffee shop, a smile, lipstick on her cup. "Haven't seen you in a while, no call, you are so mysterious", she is sick even when she is being sincere I thought as the slow motion kicked in and her mouth moved. "Guess that’s a good thing,...the not seeing you part, that is", I let my money hit the counter hard as I said this. God let the coffee come as fast as they boast it does on the advertisement....
"Look, I know you avoid me for a reason, your life is changing but just think about it" she slipped a pointed card into my blazer pocket, inside not out, intimately touching my abs, sliding her hands before finally letting go. I shrugged her off grabbing my coffee. The door handle felt cool as I noticed I had just grabbed a hot cup in my hast.
Kolie is one of a kind, she see's the things I never want people to. The trash didn't look peaceful without my coffee cup, there,....... balance. Its 4:00 p.m., here is where it starts.
.............concept of truth
Sorry you caught me late in the contagious life I have been living for the past couple of weeks. Its rude of me not to introduce myself, so deal with it, names were important when I was,..um,…nevermind. Sorry that you came in at this moment but it makes a great story for those waiting...
August 19th------ It wrote in my journal as the greatest day lived. Too bad my journal is the back of my hand, and the greatest day was short remembered. I walked into the coffee shop only to meet HER, the person I hate more than that black spot on the piece of fruit entering your mouth without a single thought.
Smiling at me was something she did without remorse, knowing how it dug into my skin. Kolie, yea that was her name, the seed of the devil, only thing missing on that day was her hot breath on my neck like so many nights before. Kolie "Auxi" Verianna, the core of this little adventure, her name stings ever time I hear it. They called her Auxi only because she wanted them to, damn her and that place.
Enough of that though,...the coffee shop, a smile, lipstick on her cup. "Haven't seen you in a while, no call, you are so mysterious", she is sick even when she is being sincere I thought as the slow motion kicked in and her mouth moved. "Guess that’s a good thing,...the not seeing you part, that is", I let my money hit the counter hard as I said this. God let the coffee come as fast as they boast it does on the advertisement....
"Look, I know you avoid me for a reason, your life is changing but just think about it" she slipped a pointed card into my blazer pocket, inside not out, intimately touching my abs, sliding her hands before finally letting go. I shrugged her off grabbing my coffee. The door handle felt cool as I noticed I had just grabbed a hot cup in my hast.
Kolie is one of a kind, she see's the things I never want people to. The trash didn't look peaceful without my coffee cup, there,....... balance. Its 4:00 p.m., here is where it starts.
That car must have hit me at 40 mph. My ears ringing, dry blood always thick as the first drop, the card laying there. "Concept of Truth", the card reads clearly. It spoke to me, absence..... People were looking, I walked to the curb, a beautiful walk. I hadn't planned on seeing her again, but, a card with only three words has a way of raising questions, a way of finding answers.
I ran, the card sinking into my enclosed fist, it only got worse, she had me, her door was the color I always thought skies should be.....black.
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